today was so great until i had to take that stupid picture for art after school. i like my art, i like my style. everyone has a different style, however mine is more cartooney and graphic because that's what i like. however, when you put cartooney and graphic next to realistic it seems to not mean as much. like...it's not as impressive to draw a cartoon as it is to draw a portrait. so, when i get pissy that my shit isn't as good its because my stupid cartoons aren't as impactful as travis's squirrel or meggan's portrait of olivia. that's how i view my art in comparison to everyone else's and thats why i get whiny when i have to look at my shit next to theirs.
but then theatre was kind of balls. i'm kind of sick of drama...even though i don't encounter it too often. however, when i do it's super irritating. apparently people are jealous of the attention i give other kids? because um, they're my favorite? i mean, at first i liked some kids better because i either didn't know other kids or because they seemed like they'd come out of their shells or something, but no...not so much. now i enjoy the kids that are full of joy and that are extremely outgoing. i'm sorry i tend to be more attracted to kids that are outgoing than kids that slump away and get awkward. it's frustrating. but at the same time i'm like ok, i guess i feel bad, but...i can't act like i enjoy people...its getting really hard. i have to act with so many kids that i'm sick of being fake so i'm just turning into a major bitch. dudeeeeeeeee.
these things aren't even worth bitching about, but i am. i'm on my fucking period. it's reliving, but i'm still bitchy for some reason.
friday will be nice. night of a thousand laughs.
saturday will be nice too. anne frank.
- Mood:
irritated
this is risky considering i don't have another one lined up, but honestly, i can't handle working there anymore. especially since i can't bring myself to be around any of those people.
i'm sure a new job will arise somewhere...hopefully...
- Mood:
crappy
not having power didn't kill me. it was just irritating when i couldn't see at night.
i love not having to wake up to an alarm. it is so nice.
not being committed to homework is also nice.
working eight hours in one day is lovely...lovely for my pocket.
also, i got more new clothes. they're lovely.
- Mood:
okay
- Mood:
good
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- Mood: okay
i love this person for being so kick ass at art. this style is to die for.
- Mood: good
how unfortunate for kuu. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i think next week is the decision maker.
chuck e. cheese's was amazing x10.
i'm the only person who has submitted a letter of intent for stage manager. things are looking good. i might just have a chance. :)
- Mood: okay
tue, wed, thu: i'm up at port austin enjoying fourth of july week, hopefully.
fri: night, come home, i think.
sat: work 11-4, remainder of the day open for hanging out.
sun: work 11-4, remainder of the day open for hanging out.
mon: open for hanging out.
tue: marching band 12:30-2:30.
i'm ready for some actionnnnnnnnn. rofl.
- Mood: good
to the white binder! :/
- Mood: cranky
mall with the circle o' friends. i was amused...
tomorrow...studying for history and watching oklahoma.
- Mood: okay
- Mood: good
friends only, comment to be added, unless of course i've already added you.
lalalalalalalalalalalalalala.
- Mood:
bored - Music:Breaking Benjamin
hmmmmmm...yesterday...
band...it went pretty good...ok, i guess. give it another week and i'll be fine with it all...and those damn apples.
then over to audreys...fun.
today....
hung out with audrey.
came home.
downloaded music.
woooooo. by the way...
i'm going up north tomorrow. we're going to port austin till tuesday and then we're heading over to houghon lake till sunday...and then i have camp. soo...let's see...i would say that i want to hang out with people, but really...i don't...i tryed making plans last time, but...it didn't work....and it made me mad, so i'd much prefer not to be frustrated especially when i'm waiting around for people when i could be with my dad...ughhhh. meghan, and candace, i do however enjoy seeing the two of you, as always.
as for camp...sounds kuul i guess...whatever lol. and port austin....ughhh...whatever.
- Mood:
content - Music:Blink 182
i'm bored and tired of studying.
- Mood: disappointed
- Music:hellogoodbye
- Mood:
sick - Music:blink 182 on Caitie's iPod
Dodgeball tonight too. Woooo.
- Mood: disappointed
- Mood: fucking happy
My art project is done. It looks pretty good, even the background that I thought of at the last minute. Ha ha children in H.L., you have to sit through boring caligraphy while I am doing distorted oil pastel self portraits. Oh, oh, oh, what now?
If it doesn't get showcased I might cry out loud...col...lol...laugh out loud...hahaha no.
My sister is sick. Aunty just took her up to the doctors (keep in mind that it's 10 at night). I dunno what's up. She stayed home yesterday, and the day before and went to school today, but now she's sick again. I still have to get a shot...and x-rays...shit.
Good night.
- Mood: sleepy
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